❝So, do it. Decide. Is this the life you want to live? Is this the person you want to love? Is this the best you can be? Can you be stronger? Kinder? More Compassionate? Decide. Breathe in. Breathe out and decide❞
Looking through my instagram and saw these pics that reminded me of when my ex broke up with me, and then months later, he comes to my house unannounced from VTech (a 5 hour drive mind that) just to tell me how much he loves and and such, drugs are bad, yada yada.
We have sex, and it was terrible, he leaves as an emotional wreck. A week later, I fuck a guy in my tech class — high off my ass, I couldn’t feel my body.
I don’t know if it makes me a terrible person for moving on, but that relationship was hell, I couldn’t handle it.